this also caught my attention and was what i had for lunch:
Sunday, October 7, 2007
the weekend
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
a face only a mother could love?
had a fantastic visit with ashlea and jules this weekend and was sad to see them go! we had a great time exploring the food & wine festival at epcot and just running around orlando :)

Monday, October 1, 2007
it's my birthday and i'll blog if i want to
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
mmmm....
Monday, September 24, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Red Door
Don Platt was one of my professors at Purdue. He was a great professor and writes beautiful poetry. This was recently featured on Poetry Daily. The formatting might get a bit screwed up but you can see it here as well.
How handsome my father
still is in that wallet-sized photo my 88-year-old mother
keeps by
the telephone! His thick black hair is parted on the left
and combed diagonally
to the right, so that it catches the light from the studio's
umbrella lamps
and glistens. He smiles wide. His cheeks rise. His large black eyes
gaze out
with a look meant only for my mother. He is dressed to kill
in his khaki
army shirt with a neatly knotted black tie and a small
gold cross
pinned to his collar, which means he's a chaplain in the Seabees
about to be sent
to Saipan and Okinawa, 1944. This is the man my mother first
met on the morning bus
to Santa Monica. She was answering an ad for a "room to let"
in a boarding house.
He had a day of leave and wanted to take a swim in the Pacific, stretch out
on his towel and watch
the pale-legged girls stroll by the mumbling surf. The two glanced shyly
at each other.
When they both boarded the evening bus back to L.A., they started talking.
Three weeks later they got married,
had a champagne breakfast with friends at her boarding house. Next morning
he shipped out. Sixty years
hurl by like bumper-to-bumper cars at 70 mph on the L.A. freeway.
My mother visits
my father on North Three, the nursing home's locked unit, every day.
Though he's forgotten
everyone else, he still remembers her. She kisses him full on his purple-blue lips,
which look as if
he's been drinking grape Kool-Aid on the sly.
It's his poor
circulation. When they kiss, his watery, hooded
lizard eyes
wake and glint for a moment like those of the young man in the photograph.
"Do you remember,"
she asks, "how we went all over England, France, and Italy on our
motorcycle?
Coventry, Carcassonne, Vézalay, Rome?" Those names brim
in her mouth, turn
to honeycomb. He shakes his head no. "We would go where the cars
couldn't. When the steep
cobblestone streets became stairs, we rode up the smooth gutters
on the sides.
Don't you remember?" He grins lopsidedly as if to apologize
for his stroke.
"It took you four years to finish your doctoral thesis on the first one hundred
years of the Church of England,
two volumes, one thousand sixty-four pages, with nineteen appendices!
You wrote about Jewel, Hooker,
Andrews, and Laud. Your tutor was Norman Sykes. He must be
dead now. But aren't
they all? That's history for you!" The three of us laugh
uncomfortably.
Suddenly my mother points to the watercolor on the wall.
She painted it
fifty-four years ago. It shows a woman with a child
walking by
a bright red door on a narrow English street. "That's where we used
to live. Remember
Number Two, Little St. Mary's Lane? The red door? The park? Our church?"
My father hesitates,
but only for a second, then says, "Of course I do. Who can forget
our red door?"
My mother smiles. I want to say that the past and the future are
a door like fire
we must walk through forward and backwards. Time is a room
we rent
by an ocean that fills our ears with the surf's susurrus and lamentation
morning, noon,
and night. We live and die in it. The lease is day-to-day. The small photograph
my mother keeps
by the telephone, on which my father will never call her again, is no illusion.
He always smiles
back at her. He is about to say something only she
hears. Their years together
are the morning bus, the evening bus. "Though you forget it all," she replies,
"that's what happened!"
the view from the highway

Tuesday, September 18, 2007
it really is a small world afterall!
i've been trying out photographs on all kinds of subjects around the house-- the one below has been obviously photoshopped, but i like it ;) it's a gift cassie gave me the last time she was here to visit -- and it's something i've was looking for -- it holds all my necklaces ;)

and check out the GORGEOUS sunset we had tonight! (no photoshopping on this one, i promise!)
i've gotten kind of addicted to including pics with my posts :) i'll bring some poetry back soon, i promise!
Monday, September 17, 2007
new lens!
also, it's capable of a really shallow depth of field meaning that i can get all fun and artistic with what's in focus and how blurry i want the background to be ;) here's one of the first pics i took.. and guess who? cleo!!

but i also got nately to cooperate when he got home from work ;)
also, nate's been a fantastic 'dog dad' lately and not only been brushing cleo's teeth but is also the only person that can get away with trimming her nails, as he did tonight. and here are the results ;)
oh! i also posted pics of our flower bed handiwork from this weekend, i'm sure nate will post in length about it soon ;)
Sunday, September 16, 2007
my black but sometimes green thumb

Saturday, September 8, 2007
rules of the red rubber ball
so nate and i saw the author of the book named above last week. he was incredible! very cool what he has overcome and done with his life. it's a message i've heard before, identify what your passion is in life and do it. but the way he thinks about and delivers it is awesome :)the book is very creatively done as well. he talks about blending the lines between work and play so that it's difficult for someone else to tell which it is you're doing :) he also had us tender our resignation as adults:
Adult’s Resignation
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald’s and think that it’s a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks.
I want to think M&M’s are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer’s day. I want to return to a time when life was simple. When all you knew were colors,
multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn’t bother you, because you didn’t know what you didn’t know and you didn’t care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good.
I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again. I want to live simple again. I don’t want my day to consist of computer crashes, mountains of paperwork, depressing news, how to survive more days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor, bills, gossip, illness, and loss of loved ones. I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams, the imagination, mankind, and making angels in the snow.
So . . here’s my checkbook and my car-keys, my credit card bills and my 401K
statements. I am officially resigning from adulthood. And if you want to discuss this
further, you’ll have to catch me first, cause . .
“Tag! You’re it.”
-Walt Disney
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
photos posted!
straight out of the camera


philisophical arguments about photoshop aside, these are a few of my favorites:
my dad :) my brother austin actually took this picture and i made it black and white and burned (darkened) the edges.
my mother's delicious looking snacks!

my mom spotted this hollow tree trunk while we were waiting for marty and nate to try and free a deer (long story..)
and nate finally let me take a proper portrait - lots to learn about taking good portraits but i think he looks cute :)
oh and joey is one of my dad's two dogs ;)
Monday, September 3, 2007
Sunday, September 2, 2007
i forgot my camera charger!
happy labor day eve!
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Thursday, August 23, 2007
yaaaaaaaaawn....
so i've been thinking about changing my e-mail. at first when gmail came out, i thought it was cool that i got a fairly common word (breeze) with no numbers as my e-mail... but i've since changed my mind. i get all kinds of genuine personal e-mails intended for others and i also get a whole lot of spam. although gmail is pretty good at figuring that out, i'm thinking about switching to firstname.lastname@gmail.com but we'll see! yes, i'm a big enough dork to write a paragraph about my choice of e-mail moniker. is that how you spell moniker?
in other news, nately and i have had a fun week :) we went to see superbad last week (did i blog about that already?) it was HYSTERICAL... although... if you don't have a high tolerance for extremely crude highschool boy conversations, i don't recommend you see it ;)
we also went to 'taste the nation' a benefit for second harvest (a charity for hunger). it was fun :) i got a new dress and we got to try food and wine from many of the area restaurants. they also had a silent auction on many items, but we didn't win anything that we bid on.
nate's also been hanging up several pictures that i framed so we finally have stuff on the walls! or at least more stuff-- it feels cozier already :) i'll have to take a picture of the living room, i think it can finally be considered finished!
this week's gone by incredibly quickly! very excited tomorrow is friday and that we're headed to arizona in the near future :) can't wait!!! sounds like we'll be spending most of our time up north since it's ridiculously hot in phoenix right now.
I Crave Your Mouth
I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair.
Silent and starving, I prowl through the streets.
Bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day
I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps.
I hunger for your sleek laugh,
your hands the color of a savage harvest,
hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails,
I want to eat your skin like a whole almond.
I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your lovely body,
the sovereign nose of your arrogant face,
I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes,
and I pace around hungry, sniffing the twilight,
hunting for you, for your hot heart,
Like a puma in the barrens of Quitratue.
Monday, August 20, 2007
the toilet saga continues (gasp!)
http://FloridaIveys.smugmug.com/photos/sspopup.mg?AlbumID=3340993
Saturday, August 18, 2007
my husband, the plumber
but lo and behold! since we've lived in our own home he's proven himself to be extremely handy and in possession of nearly limitless patience. he's done all kinds of little projects and is gaining skill with each one. his latest endeavor (if you will) was our leaky master bath toilet. 2 trips to home depot, 3 trips to ACE, and approximately 6 hours later- we have a repaired toilet! the man's skills know no bounds ;)
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
ah, home sweet home...
"The winner -- Orlando, FL -- home of Walt Disney World, the so-called "happiest place on earth." Three other cities in Florida -- St. Petersburg, Miami, and Jacksonville -- make the top 10, with Tampa, FL trailing at 12th place.
New York City, infamous for its rude and angry citizens, ranks 57th.
Tha calmest city award goes to Manchester, New Hampshire. Portland, Oregon, the urban planning "Shangri-la", comes in at 96th place, just four above Manchester.
Men's Health magazine judged 100 cities on high blood pressure, traffic congestion, aggravated assaults, workplace violence and speeding tickets."
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Monday, August 13, 2007
new blog title, new obsession
oh i also recently got photoshop 7 (thanks drew!) which has contributed greatly to the blog changes :)
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
i'm in gryffindor!
i'm finally picking the harry potter series back up :) i'm almost done with book 5, then plan to read 6 & 7 right after that :) nate and i are also behind on the movies, we're getting ready to watch 4!
Saturday, July 28, 2007
bloggity bloggerson!
for example:



a few weeks ago, nate and got to go on a cruise for work (yes, i know how ridiculous that sounds) :) we were really excited to be able to go on the same one this time! we did quite
a bit of data collection and got some time in to have fun too :) we went looking for the queen's staircase in nassau, but unfortunately we thought we couldn't find it and stopped looking when were just a block away! we also spent time at nate's favorite, castaway cay- the beach we were on was almost entirely empty and extremely shallow! as evident in this picture:

Monday, July 9, 2007
Saturday, July 7, 2007
living green!

- we've been running our dishwasher on air dry and light wash and only when it's full
- we programmed our thermostat to better suit our schedule (i.e. let it get warmer during the day while we're working, and cool it down while we're home) and since we live in FL, 78 degrees has become the 'new cool.' to help out with the less cool air, we're using our ceiling fans more often.
- we're steering away from bottled water (takes a lot of resources to package it), we're lucky enough to have good tap water here.
- we're unplugging power 'vampires' like our TV or other devices that pull power even when they're turned off.
that's a start of our list so far! more to come :)
Saturday, June 23, 2007
i'll take a coffee, black.
seems odd i guess because the way you take your coffee (2 sugars, black, with cream, or even not at all, etc.) is in my opinion part of the basic description of someone. so am i a different person now? i guess no more than if i dyed my hair, right? ;)
Monday, June 4, 2007
hi!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007
in the details
her about the postcards under
my windshield wiper, the day spent
surrounded by books (my dictionary
too). the way your shirt sleeve
gets damp but i keep my hand
there for the whole movie anyway,
i want to tell her about mixing pancake
batter at 2 a.m. and how you send
me words, save me words, love
my words. she should know that when
you told me you weren’t leaving, you
tightened your hand on mine just slightly
and i thought how no one (not even
me) has ever stayed.
i wrote this in march after nate and i had just started dating :) i discovered it in a notebook in a box in the garage recently so thought i'd post it.
we're headed to nashville this weekend to visit laura and drew-- nate and i are flying out together on friday afternoon, then i'm heading home sunday evening and nate's staying for a few days for the iie conference. i'm really looking forward to spending time with laura and drew, and time in nashville :) the may trip has become a yearly pilgrimage for music and tasty american beer :)
other than that we are deeply in love with our screened in porch and have spent most of our waking moments sitting on it. the weather has been in our favor, nice and cool in the evenings. this past weekend we spent a lot of time in the yard/porch making it a nice little haven. nate's project was pavers for the screen doorstep, which he did a fantastic job with. my project was lots of foliage and flowers for the porch and reviving the flower bed that was almost entirely destroyed by porch construction.
while i was kneeling next to the reed grass in the flower bed i heard a rustling which i've gotten used to given all the lizards we have around, but then saw a 4 foot (at least!) black snake shoot our from behind where i was working. needless to stay i screamed bloody murder and ran in the opposite direction. put a serious damper on my gardening but after prompting nate to poke around with the end of the rake, i was satisfied he didn't leave any friends behind and finished off my planting!
that's it for now :) hope your week is going well!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
summer in florida and the living is easy :)
we did get to share connecting flights with laura and drew which was really cool :) we met up in cincinatti at the starbuck's airport, and one the way home, we flew through atlanta together, so that was a nice way to prolong the trip a bit :)
nate's dad will be coming to visit and help us paint at the beginning of june which will be great - not only for painting help, but also for a definite date to get painting! left unchecked, i think i would paint the entire house various shades of green, but i'm trying to branch out a little :) i think the living room will be blue, the kitchen 'asparagus' green, dining room undecided, guest room a goldish color to match reds and quilts, our bedroom a nice sagey green, the guest bathroom a bright green, the study.. no idea, the extra bedroom... maybe tan? and our bath i haven't figured out yet either!
i want to buy all kinds of palm trees this weekend to turn our porch into a tropical oasis :) we also want to catch a good sale on a chaise or double chaise lounge- we have a couple of chairs and a loveseat, but as we'll be spending a lot of time out here reading we want to be able to lay out :)
i think that's it really... work's been pretty crazy busy lately, but hopefully i can get that under control soon enough. tomorrow our department has an all day team building event scheduled at one of the parks so that should be a nice way to spend a friday :)
have a great weekend!
and congrats to jilian and todd :)
Sunday, May 6, 2007
saving the earth...one piece of junk mail at a time!
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
hi grandma!
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
We Are Virginia Tech
“We are Virginia Tech.
We are sad today and we will be sad for quite awhile. WE are not moving on, we are embracing our mourning.
We are Virginia Tech.
We are strong enough to know when to cry and sad enough to know we must laugh again.
We are Virginia Tech.
We do not understand this tragedy. We know we did not deserve it but neither does a child in Africa dying of AIDS, but neither do the invisible children walking the night to avoid being captured by a rogue army. Neither does the baby elephant watching his community be devastated for ivory; neither does the Appalachian infant killed in the middle of the night in his crib in the home his father built with his own hands being run over by a boulder because the land was destabilized. No one deserves a tragedy.
We are Virginia Tech.
The Hokie Nation embraces our own with open heart and hands to those who offer their hearts and minds. We are strong and brave and innocent and unafraid. We are better than we think, not quite what we want to be. We are alive to the imagination and the possibility we will continue to invent the future through our blood and tears, through all this sadness.
We are the Hokies.
We will prevail, we will prevail.
We are Virginia Tech. "
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Monday, April 16, 2007
cassie's okay...
been getting the most updates from this site: www.collegiatetimes.com - VTs newspaper.





















